Is the biggest lie a lot of people have told me throughout my life. Whenever it comes down to it, when shit hits the fan, those who promised to be there for me never are. What is the point of even saying that you are there for me when you clearly are not? Whenever I catch up with people and they find out the shit I've gone through when they were MIA from my life they want to blurt some shit out like, "oh you could have came to me," or, "dude I'm always here for you." Whenever I need to talk, or whenever I just need someone to listen to what I'm going through or a shoulder for me to cry on, these people are never there. However, they expect me to be there for them through their boy troubles, or through their financial crises. If you can't even be there for me through one of my emotional break downs, then what makes you think I'll be there for you when you need me? I'm tired of putting forth effort in a one way friendship.
I'm tired of all these lies, all these false promises and most of all, I'm tired of people pretending like they care. Don't waste my time. We're all grown ups here, there's no need to keep this facade going on. I don't owe you shit, you don't owe me shit, so let's drop whatever friendship we have and move on. You're not obligated to be there for me and you're not obligated to tell me that you'll be there for me when clearly you won't. I've taken off my mask for people to see… why can't you take off your mask for once?
